So it's all Scorpio and Capricorn energy with Mars in it's most exalted state so step up to the plate and see just how much you've achieved in one of the most turbulent years in human history. 2019 has had us re-evaluating who we are, what's important, why we show up. what we are attaching to and releasing all that no longer serves our highest and greatest good...and the work will continue in earnest right up until eclipse season ends on December 25th (Christmas day for the Northern Hemisphere) This is no coincidence as it signals the death of the old world paradigm at a time when we have been conditioned through religious doctrine to believe is the birth of Christ. But this is no ordinary celebration and for many Alchemists and Astrologers around the world it signals so much more. But this insight is not about creating more confusion but rather clarifying the lens that heralds the arrival of 2020 a few short days thereafter.

For many of you the hard work is in it's completion stage and it's not about starting something new or bringing the ingredients of a new energy stew together at all. But rather to celebrate what it is that we have achieved in the collectrive as we enter into Sagittarius season with the powerful Capricorn transit and the moon in Taurus while Chiron squares Aries. This is recognising the many achievements driven by our emotional reactionary state to arrive on the other side of the Prism that is loves light and liberation in all things. So I speak about consolidation and solidifying all these higher octave expressions that we have been through and now need to acknowledge its completion. For me the pay off has been so much more as I'll now explain.

A few days ago now I began to embody the physical manifestation of my Doppelganger or in the language used before, my darker shadow self in a relationship with a large blow-fly that I have affectionately called, Louie. Louie the fly was angrily hit with a few of his friends with the power of my hypoallergenic fly spray but survived the ordeal and has since decided to stay. I am mindful and sensitive to his presence in my space and we have become a mirror of each others newly transformed self. So within a complete re-imaging of my connection to nature I have acknowledged my relationship with a blow-fly. This is how mother universe has demonstrated energetically through the challenges of the last three months what it means to clarify our perception of things by no longer interpreting the same language of the past into our physicality today. This is the powerful uncertainty within the construct of perceived certainty that Capricorn energy brings. Although I open the window every day to beckon my friend to rejoin his tribe after regaining his strength he chooses not to...he is happily adapting to his new world and that is exactly what we need to do also. Let's acknowledge and humbly recognise the gift of how happy we are in the plainer reality without distorted attachments to living in the new world. Bliss and beauty is all around...just cleanse the lens to see it radiate in all its illumination for you..and you alone.


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With the Sun in Sagittarius, and Mars, the Sun, and the Sth Node all trining together while the Moon comes into Aquarius and squares to Uranus while also connecting to Chiron. This is all about expanding your emotional state while recognising the Karma that's playing out in your third party interactions and your relationships. The mirror reflecting back through this energy is dealing with one's insecurities and how clouded and somewhat lost in our translation we are which blocks us from growing into the higher octave of light that we all are.

Venus conjunction to the Sth Node on its way to connecting with Jupiter as it leaves Sagittarius to arrive in Capricorn signals in classic Matrix style which pill your going to choose the red pill or the blue pill? both have their own deceptions but one is particularly aligned to Capricorn and this is the energy whats currently holding you back and keeping you very much consciously trapped in the delusion that is the blue pill. From an astrological perspective, Neptune direct is signalling that most of us are blocking our true destiny due to insecurities reflected in distorted emotions which manifest as emotional traumas. Our insecurities which are fueled by distorted emotional expression is wrapped up in our inability to let go of the false safety and security that we believe we need in order to sustain our lives. Yet it's that feeling of safety that is our greatest challenge and to emerge on the other side of the traumatic experience of our everyday is to recognise that this no longer serves us in any way shape or form. Intensify this with consciously arriving at the 8 destiny point in Asteroid Juno which is also deceptively being reflected in both Libra (Air) and the same 8 destiny point in Aries (fire) which is opposing to Mars. Be careful this week with the walls you build around yourself to protect yourself from the illusory walls of third party interactions....the air you bring will fuel the fire that will burn your delusion down around you.



So we come to the end of the "My Doppelganger" series and this final episode which includes my energetic conclusion to the whole personal experience is illuminating at the highest octave of human experience. The main thing to note is the way our own relationship with our darker shadow self becomes more engaging and more dynamic as each new dream is revealed. Now it's not accurate to state that the integration between the toned down self (that is the individuated aspect of beingness aligning with the higher octaves of the universe) and the Doppelganger is manifesting in the waking hors of the illusory plainer reality, but rather more so during the dreaming at night when the space suit in it's most detached state is experiencing the truthful and authentic reality which is what counts the most. You wake with a certain heightened and sensitive perception of your new waking experience. Best of all when you then attach the gratitude principle to the acknowledgment of that you get an even more sensitive and blissful experience....why? Because suddenly your subconscious triggers make sense of all that your going through in any given moment.

Not to be confused by a walk in or shapeshifting manifestation of someone elses Doppelganger where it becomes very difficult to discern through the given filter of experience playing out who is attaching to who to feed off the host, and who is attaching to what to gain the nourishment from the parasite that continues to diminish one's capacity to fight the integration of one form of energy to another. At the end of the day just as in the Lynchian Meta universe it's all about "Electricity" and the charged particles we collapse in an effort to understand their impact in our everyday lives.

From next week we will deal more with the compressive energy's that are intensifying more and more every day right up until the clock signals the end of 2019 and the kick start siren of 2020. For those interested and or attracted to the Lynchian Metaverse my new Twin Peaks "what lies beneath" Podcast is now in full swing and easily joined at the link below.

Twin Peaks Podcast


Back on the 23rd of September during the day of the Spring Equinox self received a encoded message that was more Meta based than a real sense of the reality of the moment. The message clearly stated that to truly recognise the intrinsic goodness all aspects of existence we need to integrate the darkest part of our selbes to fuse an electrical charge that kick starts the emerge4nce of the tuned in version of one's higher self. I remember the energy in the bush was very dense and rather heavy meaning that the challenge posed by this Equinox was to experience the dichotomy of what once was and what shall be if one allows the integration of this light and shadow fusion to take place. My Doppelganger was very resonant and available for deeper discussion during that day. I learned that the more light I invited in through the gratitude expression principle to activate the light body to experience the higher octaves of balanced frequency's the more my shadow self would succumb to a level of Q&A and interrogation. This was rather telling and although the audio is rather cryptic and certainly Meta based in many aspects there is a clear underlying theme of deeper self discovery taking place within my being and in particular evident during my dreaming or what we call the human sleep cycle.

To discover the delusion during this time that our grounding to the I am principle is rather outdated and rather convoluted when self expression should be based and founded in the "We Are" principle....the inter-connectivity to all things. The mirror of our existence filters the language and definition we attach to our self expression. To be humble and grateful to acknowledge one's growth in the expressive language of unity allows us to disassociate from the delusion collapsing our perception of what we believe our role to be and to detach from the forms metaphorical expression to arrive at a true reflection of our higher selves. This is the fuel of pure bliss and greater happiness. We are all capable of committing to this process and experiencing this euphoric feeling for ourselves.





On the eve of the full moon in Taurus and the cusp of a new lightbody integrated solar light portal for 11.11, we collapse yet another timeline and move that little closer to birthing our new individual reality within a collective conscious space. After an initial introduction to a new Twin Peaks mythology feature episode I am pleased to introduce a highly eclectic mind in the form of a new compadre in the US by the name of Cory Caplan who's deeper understanding of Quantum mechanics and it's metaphorical reflection in the human condition today will entertain and enlighten you to an even more auspicious paradigm existing and playing out right under our noses in the now. Cory's you tube channel "Space Cadet" delves into deeper esoteric discussions in relation to the Lynch approach and the light and dark mythology behind the TV Series, "Twin Peaks". Together we use the experiential landscape of the show to demonstrate various meta forms of parallel universes and Quantum mechanical output to help listeners understand the deeper recesses of the sub conscious realms we visit every day. In this first of many episodes we look into how every event stream, scenario and circumstance in our lives can be attributed energetically to the moment by collapsing the particle wave duality theory to the point of solidifying form in a conscious observation by self to manifest our plainer reality. We talk spiritual manipulation, Geo politics, vertical integration platforms of understanding, liberated light interaction and more of the shadow work that each of us still needs to do.

On the basis of these new insights and discussions a number of players in the team will be releasing an additional Podcast episode each week referencing metaphoric reflections, character breakdowns, alternate reality's and the on screen interplay in the episodes of Twin Peaks - The Return. We will be co creating with a number of established Twin Peaks Podcasters and also hope to talk to some of the character actors in the show as the series develops.



So the sun is in Scorpio and the moon is in Aquarius while creating a T square with Uranus in Taurus still retrograde. This is a highly flammable conflict style of energy that has us feeling as if we can't get our mental viewpoint across to others. Looking back to just before the Equinox in September it is a well placed mirror to presenting the mythology behind the embodiment of what we call "Evil" as a metaphorical reflection of ourselves in the world. The Utukku / Uddug is a Sumerian shadow being (shape shifter) that was later represented for the male counterpart as Ba al (Beelzebub) and Jowday for the female counterpart or "Judy" as she is known today in Lynchesque mythology. The Doppelganger that arises predominantly from our attachment to the Judy incarnation presents a particle wave duality that we can either solidify into form and make it real as we collapse the particle and observe it in our reality, or keep the ideal (thought form without attachment) lucid and malleable, represented by the infinite possibility of the wave function.

When we consciously collapse either of these elemental energy's we can manifest it as a 3rd density entity that can trap fear and trauma in our being which can remain blocked and trapped in our Chakra energy grid. Many of us carry this embodiment of metaphorical fear and it's reflection in our sub conscious to a point where the ability to control it's expansion into our reality becomes the greatest challenge of all. I speak in detail about this and the concept of naturally repressing this neutral charge of electricity that drove me to a deeper need to do shadow work and to openly engage with My Doppleganger during dreaming and waking life. Numerology like 11.11 and the 333 is a part of breaking down our perception of what has habituated our core essence into a negative flow of electrical charge fueled by the emotional body and our inherent need to always define ourselves to understand our reality. This newly shaped lens outside of time space reflects our waking from the Amnesia to discover the synchronicity and synergy of all manner of probability and possibility available to both aspects of self as we become more illuminated and open hearted to receive rather than be gifting all the time.


With four planets in Scorpio and on the eve of the new moon in Scorpio opposite Uranus, many will witness a 7th House revelation of sorts with regard to their relationships. So what came in thick and fast from the universe as a course was an energetic integration in my cellular memory I'm calling, "The Blackout" So while it still fits very much within the context of the "My Doppelganger" series it has a bigger impact on what a lot of society call The Ascension. I don't.... I call it the integration and its about recognizing the change of current in the electricity manifesting the light and the dark in the collective conscious. So I'm urging people to have a conversation with your cells as to what to do next because they are ready to integrate this new code of information for the future. The Blackout is the space between space, represented in the physical by the space between two worlds and experienced as a fusion of an electrical current between the light and the dark. With the integration of the new solar light codes into our DNA stream we are illuminating self by drawing more of this light into our Beingeness. This defined intention to clarify and purify our cellular memory from the conditioned and programmed behavior of our past is attacking the darker recesses of our sub conscious and chasing out the darkness which cannot hide in the vessel anymore as there is just too much illumination at play. Polar opposites of the electrical spectrum meet at a neutral position in the human psyche to fold over and collapse what we think we know. So the thoughts that we choose to manifest form to create our sense of experience is no longer attached to any element existing or reflected in the external. The space suit fills with this non existent electricity to become buoyant, light and devoid of attaching to 3D drama. In short the Blackout creates a void in which consciousness sits in a neutral state and attaches to nothing but....more and more light. Welcome one and all to the new YOU.....




Breathe freely and the new Stargate will open effortlessly for us all. The lesson in what science calls particle wave duality is part of a unified field of multiple reality's experienced without force or pressure. You cannot force the deeper integration of this new higher octave of YOU to implement and manifest itself in your recently rebirthed cellular memory. You can't force real change but you can set the intention by expressing your worthiness to receive the gifts that the universe looks to bestow on you right now. The Doppelgangers transmission frequency is much louder now and it's resonance generates an ethereal wave of possibilities that you cannot ignore or turn away from. It's asking you over and over again....who is your Tribe, what are you connecting to and are you energetically working with others that share that same desire and common connection to the same things? 

We feel like a dissociated dreamer in an imaginary world where the past dictates the future. But what if the future influences the present? Particle wave duality. Passively observing atoms changes the perception of their behavior in the plainer reality of the viewer.

On the eve of the highly flammable full moon in Aries we are asked to draw forward our warrior energy and the power of authenticity. In the last week the illusory construct of self has been through so much transformation that the vessel itself is rather weary and somewhat energetically depleted from battle. What has been learned for those operating from a higher octave of defined perception is that everything in the universe has a right to exist and that includes our dark shadow self and all the misconceptions that we have drawn around it's role in our lives. Our Doppelganger wants to learn, wants to expand and express itself in the now outside of the conditionality we sub consciously impose on it to keep us separated from the truth. How do YOU know that you weren't a serial killer, a dictator or a pedophile etc in a previous incarnation of existence here on Gaia.

With the new moon in Libra came the heralding messenger of Saturn going direct and setting the new scope of energy for all to feel in to. In the last few days Pluto has finally gone direct also and in one word the liberation this planet of darker secrets brought to the surface is now out in the open and revealed for all to see. Part 2 of My Doppelganger deals with the illusion of our plainer reality by addressing the higher octave of integration in our lives. How does the darkness know it's dark if there is no light and how does the light know that it is light if there is no darkness? To understand the dichotomy of the separation that never existed in the first place is to know in our hearts and our limited level of expression that we all live inside a dream. The integration of the dreaming with the higher octave of consciousness in the NOW is to find bliss and satisfaction in every moment.


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